I think I need to take a look at my reasons for wanting to do this.
I've really been cheating on these blogs lately ... posting just for the sake of posting without any real thought or commitment offered. That's not where I wanted to be, and certainly not what I wanted to do. I find I'm not sitting down to do it until after 11 at night, and hurried to try and just "get something in" before midnight.
Kind of like what I'm doing now.
My plan all along for today was to mark a tragic 13th anniversary ... but again, I haven't left myself enough time to give it the attention it deserves.
I think I need to take some time to rethink my thoughts. I may or may not have a post tomorrow. I've made a promise to myself that unless I have something worthwhile to contribute, I'm not going to post.
We'll see what tomorrow brings.
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